...today marks a new anniversary. Today is 10 months to the day that Mary died. There's no doubt it's gotten easier to accept with time but I know what I still wish...and also know it's only a dream. I've had some enjoyment over the past months and know I will have more but time is truly the remedy...that has become very evident to me.
I spent the holidays with family and that helped tremendously yet they too are hurting like me. It seems hurting together was better than hurting alone though and I hope to see them more often; hurting or not. Well, it's time to get ready for the doctor.