Friday, January 15, 2010

10 months today

...today marks a new anniversary. Today is 10 months to the day that Mary died. There's no doubt it's gotten easier to accept with time but I know what I still wish...and also know it's only a dream. I've had some enjoyment over the past months and know I will have more but time is truly the remedy...that has become very evident to me.

I spent the holidays with family and that helped tremendously yet they too are hurting like me. It seems hurting together was better than hurting alone though and I hope to see them more often; hurting or not. Well, it's time to get ready for the doctor.

4 comments:

Meng said...

I've read your blog for some timeow, but never made a comment. I felt like I would be intruding on your very real and personal grief. You post dated January 15 jolted me a bit. January 15 was the 5th anniversary of a terrible accident I had where I fell 15 feet and fractured my skull in three places. I, too, cannot pass the 15th of any month without remembering what happened to me on a 15th once.

Wrapped up in that date is a loss/grief very different from yours, but I have been grieving that loss for these five years. I hope we both will reach a place some day where we can look back and not feel so much pain in our memories.

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