Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Alone Again....is it me?

Why is it that, you must go away,
when all I want is to be with you.
to be at your side all the day through
Why is it that, you just can't stay

Don't give me that crap, about your head
there's nothing left that we can do
the time, the years, they simply flew
Don't give me that crap, our future's not dead

When we first met, we had so many dreams
we knew what we were expecting from life
you wanted a husband, I needed a wife
When we first met, we sipped from our streams

My eyes never left, the movements you made
knowing that you would conquer the dance
watching as you put me in a trance
My eyes never saw, your love starting to fade

What made me so blind, were you playing with me
all of those times when you walked through my door
I thought that you wanted me down to my core
What made me so blind, why couldn't I see

My heart is all blistered, from your burning heat
A fire that I though was burning for me
please tell me you want me, my final plea
My heart is all blistered, you liar you cheat
.
We once were so happy, that's now in the past
perhaps it was only I who felt it
and never saw it was only a skit
We once were so happy, til you shed your mask

I thought, I'd given you all that you needed
we blew it, I know it, the music is ending
you're tired of giving, I'm tired of bending
I thought, you would be here while our life receded

So what's the next step, where to from here
I know that I can't keep living with you
the hours we have are numbered and few
So what's the next step, to battle the fear?

by - DS

4 comments:

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

wow.. this is a beautiful poem :)
You surely know how to play with words!

paisley said...

i continue to be the only constant in all of my failures... and as life recedes... i am more alone than i ever dreamed was possible...

today i scream,, and no one hears...

MedStudentWife said...

Such a tale, DS. Very sad

You have a beautiful way with words !

Michael said...

Awesome,I agree with the comments above.
Here via Why Paisley btw.